I don't know what's wrong with me, but I just have no motivation to do anything anymore. I don't want to go to school, I don't want to work, but life can't be that way and my mom always tells me that I have to get through the hard things first so the easy ones can just roll in.

I know I'm really late on hopping on the bandwagon, but I recently became a fan of Matt Lucas and David Walliams. My mom was watching Come Fly With Me then we got the DVD and went hardcore and I'm watching Little Britain stuff on YouTube. Yeah. That's all you have to know about it.

The Born This Way Ball started and it's coming to my country. Not my city. YAY. I am a little monster and I feel really terrible that I couldn't come to the Ball. I've never been to the Fame Ball or the Monster Ball and now this? I'll never go to any of Gaga's tours. It's disappointing and it doesn't help my depression. I diagnosed myself with depression, by the way, so.. I mean the signs are obvious, I think.

Anyways, I hope I could get my lazy butt up and just do something worthwhile.. or something or nothing.